Thanks For The Memories...

I still have thoughts of you.

Your favourite songs linger on my mind when I'm on my little bed.

I know you wont forgive me. Even if you would, we won't be together anymore.

Funny how a simple misunderstanding can draw us apart.

It's not as what you thought.

But I know begging people for mercy, begging you not to leave, is an unnice thing.

The silent treatment you gave made me realize how irritating and insane I was.

Thank you Baby and goodbye.

The Other Girl.

"Hodey I'm so happy for you!" I practised that in front of the bathroom mirror. It didn't really work out. Because as I said that, I cried. Look at my teary envious eyes and you'll know it's really not true.

How can I be happy? It's totally different if you're just another ordinary human being in this world. But you're already apart of me.

Sometimes I do feel like stepping out. Indeed I have stepped out or maybe I just pretended to have stepped out.

She was right when she told me I have always like to learn it the hard way. So serve me right, man, and Padan muka!

As I face myself in front of the mirror, I hate myself the more. Because all I see is a face with a bitter heart.

Missing You Too.

My Angelic Daughter, where are you?

Have you been hit by the bugs or flu?
Or going through the usual youthful blue?

With God's help, you will surely go through.
Daughter will come forth as good as new!

Daddy misses Daughter...you know it's true.
Hope that Angelic Daughter misses Daddy too.

Daddy prays that Daughter walks in Jesus' shoes.
Caring and loving others as you usually do!

This life is tough but it's only a training school.
Learn well,my Precious One and all challenges you will subdue!

--Daddy Albert

Your Teenage Companion.

He no longer pampers me like before. I miss all that. He can even observe it by my body language. As always, busy schedule is the excuse.

He reminded me I'm not a little girl anymore.

I argued and told him I'm still a teenager.

He looked at me and gave me a sweet something. He hit the right buttons.

Life's a fairytale at that moment.

My Little Darling, Happy Birthday.

It's of course a joy watching you grow, my little Prince.

Today, you just turned six. (Thank goodness, you were born on 2nd April not April Fool's Day!)

I'm happy to know, today, you're all mine. We're gonna have fun!

I'll try making you the happiest boy... you'll surely have a satisfying sleep at the end of the day!

A Big Happy Birthday to you, Nicholas Jacobs, My Little Darling Boy.