That Ring On His Finger.

A funny thing happened. I was that clumsy till I accidently sprayed something on a particular guest's face. I thought he was gonna be very angry and made a complaint but I found out that he was friendlier than what I thought.

From strangers, I thought we're gonna be enemies but because he was friendly, we ended up as friends.

No grudges held. He was good and easy to be close with. And I actually enjoyed talking to him.

But being visual... I did notice a ring on his fourth finger. As soon as I knew it, I turned away and sigh secretly. Oh dear... everytime I look at him, I'll have to try as much to avoid staring much longer.

Reason is, I hate it when chemistry starts to happen on two wrong people who are just not meant to be.

I wont be that happy even after I succeeded in removing the ring out of his fourth finger, right?

A Moment With You

The man has brought her to the fine dining restaurant. And as soon as he sat on the seat, he turned on the laptop and started surfing.

It was supposed to be a time for bonding, heart to heart talk, but the wife only sensed ignorance as she slowly ate the food served.

The man was all time busy, never has the time to even look at the eyes of his other half. One can easily assume that those images on the screen has a higher appeal - more fun, entertaining, interesting that the wrinkled face of his wife.

To hide her sadness, she later grabbed a magazine, flipping to it to kill the boredom of this stupid dull marriage.

Poor wife is no longer receiving any affection from him. Perhaps he doesn't know her needs. But again, it maybe a little of her fault, she's just too shy to voice out. Too afraid to say anything for fear of the husband will be laughing at her.

Dying While Living.

Is wanting something I can't have a wrong thing? I'm having it costantly and it kills me. I can't afford to murmur everytime but there's just inner side that wish to lie down and never be awake anymore.

I can't be happy for you.

And I'm unhappy when you dont feel unhappy without me.

Daughter.

Evertime it touches my heart when I hear you call me that.
Because it's special to me.
As if you know what I've been through.

I've been a very rebelious daughter.
Pa and Daddy treat me so well but look what I did to them.

Today I heard Pa cried in the car.
He revealed what's in his heart when he was drunk.

I saw the loneliness but I did nothing.
I want to do something before it's too late one day.

MFEO?

Checking out on old friends' facebook profiles just to get a little updates on their lives.

I see cheerful faces.

Oh wow, that's the life that I want.

But I'm unsure are they actually really happy as in the photos shown.

You know, photos can lie, yes they can.

I'm trying to unwind but do not know how.

Apart of me wants him. Apart of me wants to be Miss Independent.

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Somebody Not Busybody.

You and I hate it when people complain about our lives when their lives are not perfect either.

Can't they just live their own lives?

Why bother putting someone down?

It's already so pathetic hoping and wishing upon the star, knowing that it fails over and over.

Ohh, bring me to a place where it is all smiles.

A celebration between you and me.

Both of enjoying the presence of each other.

Take me away.

Somebody.

Superficial.

All these are superficial.

He claims that he loves me but hurts me over and over.

Don't tell me he's too dumb to understand.

When there are three person involved, there's always one person who gets hurt.

Let there be two now. Just like before. I'm stepping behind.

I'm too young too get involved.

Dont drag me again, it'll only make me hate you more lover. Superficial lover.

Kavana's Hot.

Am so in love with Kavana! He's so hot! Check these out and get carried away!

Soulmate

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Invisible.

Imagine you being in the same room with your very loved one. You watch him with his loved one but it happens that his very loved one is just not you. That’s what I’m feeling every night.

They asked me to grow up.

I will listen to them.

All these are like chasing after wind.

What good is love if it keeps on hurting you?

Today, I tell my heart: He is not your lover.

Feelings fade. One day it will.

Aladdin & Jasmine

Still it remains a mystery

And it's not just wishful thinking
Or only me who's dreaming
I know what these are symptoms of
We could be in love

Maybe it helps to know
You'll be there tomorrow

Don't open my eyes ohhh
I'll wake from the spell i'm under

All my life
I have dreamed of this
But I could not see your face

Oh, it doesn't take a genius
To know what these are symptoms of
We could be, we could be in love!

Why Is It Made Private?

"It's private between you and I. It's special."

But I want to show it. I want to tell them. There's a desire in me to tell them I'm a happy woman too.

"I have to go now."

I realized again that I'm only his true convenience.

I'm taking you that so seriously.

Years of learning has never made me really learn.

Because I'm taking each and every man that differently while they are taking me lightly and think of me as the same.

Dumb, dumb.

Wishing.

Have me in your arm. Draw closer. Show it.

Okay, I know I'm not gonna have it.

But I still have wishful thoughts.

Oh no........!

Can you do those stuffs for me without needing me to hint you?

*winks*

Give It To Me.

Tired. exhausted.

Turning a deaf ear to those dirty words.

I just wanna dance like there's no tomorrow.

Pass me a jug of beer please, after all nonsense they have done unto me.

Saving All My Love.

I never expected my girlfriend to still remember what I told her in the past, the fact that I have always wanted older guys. Okay, that was the past anyway - Remember, I've moved on. But still, she remembered.

She briefed to me - he's married. His wife and kids are currently living overseas.

I haven't met him yet. I'm still unsure whether that fella is an expatriate or local.

The salary is minimum RM5000 per month. The job is appealing. .! Wow...!

I told her. - I don't mind accompanying him. Maybe treat him just like any other blind dates.

But the prob here is, he expects morrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeee.

More than a company, more than a friend.

He's looking for a silent partner for bed time as well.

I can't sleep with him and I don't want to..!

Shit, I know now I have to say "NO" to this kind of opportunities.

I'm saving all my love for another man.

I Don't Miss You.

The feeling of missing someone so deeply, but you just can't afford to confess it. Because it will later lead to complexity.

I just can't let you know what I feel.

I'm hesitating.

I tell myself I'm better off without you.

There's just someone out there better.

He cares for me.

I'll prove it to you, someday.

"Always & Forever"

Had my Sunday morning with TheStar newspaper today. I saw Luther Vandross name in Music Zone and was so excited. I just love Luther Vandross songs, very meaningful! I know not all people with believe in "always & forever" these days. However, I enjoy this song very much. :) Won't you enjoy it with me too? :D



Always and forever
Each moment with you
Is just like a dream to me
That somehow came true, yeah

And I know tomorrow
Will still be the same
Cuz we got a life of love
That won't ever change and

Everyday love me your own special way
Melt all my heart away with a smile
Take time to tell me you really care
And we'll share tomorrow together
Ooh baby, I'll always love you forever

Ever, ever, ever
There'll always be sunshine
When I look at you
It's something I can't explain
Just the things that you do
If you get lonely
Call me and take
A second to give to me
That magic you make...