Glimpses of Sunshine.

So far this year can be summed up as the best year so far. Enjoyed so much the roller-coaster ride. Feel like doing it over and over again but I doubt my heart can take it.

I have less time to blog now. Perhaps cos I'm living it more than writing stuff.
And that's good.

Mr Romeo, thoughts of you just overflowed and yet it is the best kept secret.

I'll tell you, when you are finally here, by my side.

A Perfect Lie.

Sometimes I do realize that the ideal life that I wish I could get does not exist. But I keep dreaming anyway. I love today because I'm dreaming.

By the way, hey, a lot's happening! And it feels as though life begins at 20.

I'm still adapting my emotional roller-coasters. Perhaps like some may say, I'm gullible, so naive, so easily deceived. I'm ashamed of that. Have three years of getting cheated still not enough?

Have I not get sick of being toyed around like a thing and finally expected to just say good bye to the man I love as though nothing actually happened between us.

I hate flashbacks of those moments. If only I could forget easily.

I tried.

Nobody really understands.

Hell yeah, blame in on me and may you life happily ever after with your mate for the rest of your life.

It's Not The Time To Play.

Simply being playful.

And yet I totally got lost in it and accidently crossed the line.


Sigh, the inner child. You're causing so much trouble.

Screw you, screw you, screw you!

The ABC's Of Love.

A- Ill always want you
B- Because my heart is true
C- Come, come, come closer
And Ill tell you of the ABCs

D- Darling believe me
E- Everyday my love grows strong
F- Find a place there in your heart
And Ill tell you of the ABCs

G- Gosh knows I love you
H- Heaven knows its true
I want to be near you
J, K, L, M, N, O, P, Q


R-Run honey and dont be blind
S-Sugar you stay on my mind
T-True love is hard to find
Ill tell you of the ABCs

U- You make me love you
V- Vow always be true
WXY and Z, Ive told you of the ABCs

Oh oh, oh oh oh oh oh

Ive told you of the ABCs
(Ive) told you of the ABCs.

A Child's Mind.

I really really do feel like privatising my blog sometimes. It's because now I feel as though I have to hold back few words whenever I write. Hmph but at the same time I hate keeping all of it to myself, caving is not for me. Solitude kills me.

Next week, I'm gonna meet the X.

Uh, uh, uh.

X was my hero.

But X was also the man that puts me down to the pit.

X and his Y.

Don't mess up with a child's mind. In my mind now, X is the cruelest being for giving a false hope to a child who had a crush on him.


I still have that childhood memories with X and and that's the thing that still makes me cling to all these.

I'm so tired X. I am so damn tired.

"When I was a child I spoke as a child, I understood as a child I thought as a child; but when I became a man I put away childish things."

I am so so damn tired.

Really, really.

That's Like So Special?

A bouquet of flowers arrived at the office.

Every eyes, especially those belong to the ladies shifted to the bouquet.

Wow, waah, wow!

That really sweeps off one's feet.

Her day's brightened. A smile all over.


For she knows she's loved and special.

False Hope

I fell in love. I fell in to the same trap again.

You're cruel. You played my my naivity. You should have known your limits.

Whyyyyy do I have to go through this the second time? Have I not learned from my previous lesson?

I'm ashamed to even admit that I still have not came out from that pit.

Feeling drained when I'm stucked up in the middle of this.

It will never work out. It will never, never, never.

It's tiring when the only one you long for cheats right in front of you.

It once happened at 16. And now it happens at 20. I wont let it happen again.

It's almost time to clean break, I shall have nothing to do with you and anyone that resembles you.